Is it just me or is Christmas a depressing time? (I hate the crowds, I hate giving money away to companies that are already rich, I hate how people without much money put all of the money they have into presents, I hate how its 'Jesus birthday' and we're giving presents to each other instead of him) I haven't started buying/creating gifts because of this. All I want is to relax, read a book, have some tea, engage in some nice conversation. None of this go-go-go stuff, none of this buy-buy-buy stuff, none of this dumb-dumb-dumb mentality and tradition. It just doesn't feel right.
17 days until I'm 17.
I think Religion is a personal thing and shouldn't be discussed with strangers. It just doesn't feel right.
Photoshop isn't working again because the 'scratch disks are full'. Too much music and pictures on the computer apparently.
My new fitness regiment has been going well. In 22 days I've run 40.5 miles. I've also been lifting weights and I feel good.
Last night I went to bed super early because I was bored and in a bad mood. I didn't want to go to school today and bam, its a snow day. There is a god!
I think I'm behind in school. But who knows these days, what with not being able to think. And I'm going to be working more because of the christmas rush. I wish I could quit and get a job where I actually help people or talk to people or work with people.
- Note Me